Mrs. A

i have a lot of feelings zooming in and out of me right now. yes, there is anticipation. yes, there is excitement. yes, there is some nervousness. yes, there is some anxiety too. it's a fun challenge to keep up with it all. one of the greatest lessons i've learned from this experience though is this - people are oh so good. i am so grateful for people who have been so kind and gracious to me. it's humbling to soak in their kindness. in the musical les miserables there is a line that states, "to love another person is to see the face of god." i've thought about that often, because there have been wonderful moments where i've felt so close to my heavenly father, because others have loved me the way he does. i'm sure His face and His countenance are seen in each of our own faces, especially when we take the time to love and serve unselfishly. it's a neat gift. i might cry some the day i get married. just saying. tears might have arrived during the bri...

today was library day in junior high. we walked down the hall, worked on checking in and checking out books, and then the shenanigans occurred. i turned around and 7th grade boys were rubbing the cologne samples all over themselves that are found in the magazines. the library was suddenly infiltrated with smelly, sweaty, hormonal boys covered in tacky cologne rubbed off of magazine pages. they thought they were studs. -Miss Dunn

so this engagement period has been interesting. cowboy and I got engaged at the end of january and suddenly we're in the middle of march. today i get to go pick out flowers and finalize reception center pieces. the dress is ready along with the shoes, the temple date and time are set, and the house stuff is moving along better than imagined. that all being said, it hasn't been an easy process. i have never been engaged, so i didn't know what the experience would be like. it's been a good challenge. i know i am doing an essential thing that will be life changing and wonderful, but i've also caught onto the challenge of it too. the first week i was engaged i felt like i had been punched in the stomach. i didn't know what was right or what was wrong, and i wondered what i had gotten myself into. i never doubted my love for cowboy; i just doubted myself being in the position that i was. people around me were excited about wedding plans and I wanted to crawl under my...

cowboy and i are trying to figure out where we are going to live when we get hitched. it's a tricky thing. not only am i marrying a cowboy, i am also marrying a man who owns a few horses, a large and shiny horse trailer, a monster truck, a car, a couple of snow machines, a snow machine trailer, and some other large items. needless to say, rexburg and its tricky parking are not working out in our favor. we need parking, some sort of barn, and some dirt to play around in. so, nick's mom mentioned that there was a neat place for sale in the big A town of arco, idaho. we saw pictures online and decided we wanted to go out and see it. we also needed someone to take engagement pictures, because the other arrangements fell through. come to find out nick has a friend named boone who does it all - he took our pictures and was the realtor too. we snapped some shots, looked at some property, posed for some other takes, and discussed placing an offer. folks, this is what i call being effic...

1. yes, that's the ring. it's rose gold. a student at school told me it looked like a ring someone could get out of a gumball machine. i might have burst out laughing. i adore it still. 2. march 3o, 2012 3. i'm scared out of my mind. 4. his name is cowboy nick. he doesn't like pictures, or else i'd show you one. he's from arco, idaho. we met in our singles ward. we are two independent, strong souls who happened to need each other. i'm probably more tender than strong. maybe. 5. the proposal - he tried really hard to be patient and creative, and without knowing i halted every attempt he made. i was one sick girl. that's why i halted his attempts. that being said, he had the ring for a week previous to the big moments, and it was burning a hole in his pocket. he also was working a lot during the week, and he works long days folks. the kicker was though, my father was m.i.a. nick couldn't find him to speak to him. so, after several unsuccessful trips t...

well folks, it finally happened. he picked up the ring, he popped the question, he talked to my dad, and i said yes.

it's my birthday today, and i find myself all alone in the world, or at home. i got slammed with the sickness yesterday, so i guess i'm not the most enjoyable person to be around. in reality, that's partially true, but there were important things to be done by the people in my life. my grandma dunn is turning 80 this coming week, and there is a party for her tonight in logan. only her kids were invited. i'm not one of those. i figure 80 trumps 29, so my mom and dad went there, and hanna and brady tagged along to play with the packers. ty is at targhee today enjoying the fresh powder, evan is at work, and nick worked last night and needed to sleep today. as i sit on the couch, in my maroon robe that can wrap around me three times, constantly blowing my nose to the point where it is now raw , i realize that this is what life is folks - completely ordinary. i'm okay with it too. i think we live in a world that expects unrealistic standards all the time, or maybe even t...